Tagged: know

three-quarters of the

three-quarters of the
time, i do not know what i
am getting myself

into – and then one-quarter
of the time, there appear you
.
20180126:2045
y

every third door is

every third door is
a mystery, just like knowing
what you are going

to say before you say it and
then, suddenly, not knowing
.
20180109:1628
y

we are always an

we are always an
illusion away from real
life – not knowing where

exactly the curtains can be
parted is another layer
.
20170624:2339
y

i don’t know how to

i don’t know how to
be a proper human, i make
little notes on how

to conduct myself, scratch out
wins, circle losses with a

bruised marker, i catch
myself staring at myself,
there’s no turning back
.
20170623:1338
y

between holding it all

between holding it all
in and not knowing
how you have held it
all in is the color
of regret, the
shape of
forgetfulness,
as natural
and unnatural
as time
.
20170524:2223
y

we promised that our

we promised that our
mothers would not call
each other when you or
i die, that we would
just feel it,
long before the
conversations would
not take place.
you have a plan
to haunt my dreams
serenading our george
michael. i promise
not to be prepared,
so that i can be so
unprepared for
at least one thing
.
20170131:2310
y

let us nurture the

let us nurture the
things we do not yet
know of each other –
memories saved in lost
pockets for rainy
days, chapters
that turn up on every
other corner
in the east village,
the strangeness
that only gets
stranger with
waiting – allow
us to earn
more questions
.
20161129:0753
y

in between the sips

in between the sips
we take of one another,
let us bump into

unidentifiable
things, savor uncertainty
.
20161128:0737
y

i am pretending

i am pretending
to know something about your
loneliness – it takes

a good forty-five minutes
for the painkillers to kick in
.
20160913:0355
y

to some extent, we

to some extent, we
do not want to know any
of the answers – as

if figuring out right or
wrong is an interruption
.
20160913:0351
y